My music is a big waste basket. I throw out all unnecessary emotions there. Just because I wanna stay tolerable. Listen it when you feel yourself empty and lost. I want you to be stronger than all of that shit around.
I started Four Steel Eyes with Xenium one year ago. In this track I wanted to convey the atmosphere of native North-West of Russia. One hundred kilometers from Petersburg - place where I began to understand some things. Warm autumn night, dampness, sounds of lake - there's something pagan in it. Something that hidden deeply in my heart. Сhildhood memories, experiences and throwbacks. Of course, it's about abstract Russian abyss and frustration. Despair that small towns and countryside breathe. I like to stay alone here.
Talkabout is the next chapter of all of what I put in Xenium. Nervous but suppressed, filtered sound from the past. State of constant stress when feelings are muted, pain is covered with crust and all that remains - deep mortification. Trivial composition, simple parts of synths, nothing unnecessary. And this track is about time. About how everything is changing, leaving only the most important things. Let's talk about it.
China Television Is just a psychedelic dream. Just took some notes and saved this dream in Mp3.
Out of Options is about my fall. I created it in February. Winter and spring was an important period in my life. Full of experience, pain, mistakes and desperate measures. It's about the time when I lost myself completely. One person who was close to my creativity part gave the continuation to this EP. Perfect, crystal clear human - in actions, in the past, in the soul. Such people also exists and destroy everything that has accumulated, boiled and rusted. I added this track to the compilation to leave and forget. The strongest experiences that physically took me out of order.